Boobs and being cut off from the outside world.

Wednesday my friend wanted me to go with her for her free consultation for a breast augmentation. I decided since I was going with her that I would get one as well, I mean it was free so why not?

Since I have lost sooo much weight my two biggest insecurities are my boobs and the bottom of my stomach where it droops from having a c-section. 

 

We drove to a city that is about 2 hours away. Once we got there I got really nervous I mean a man I have never met was going to see my body. My body after baby under clothes is quite embarrassing. If this would've been +3yearsago I would have felt better about it. Not saying I had the best body then but it was better than what I have going on now.

We decided to share a room and kill two birds with one stone. I have been saving up for a little while for a boob job and have done quite a bit of research. I really only got a consultation because it was free and also I wanted to know if I needed a lift or could just go ahead with implants. We had to watch a quick video before we saw the doctor. 

The doctor came in and asked to see my "girls" first. I smartly asked, "you aren't going to buy me dinner or a drink first?" I laughed and he just kind of looked at me weird. I pop off jokes when I'm nervous.

Unfortunately, I will need to get a lift before I can get implants. Wanna guess what that price tag will be if I am ever able to save up for it??? Before financing it will be about $7,600. That's how much my car cost before financing it... Granted I bought my car in 2007 and it was the cheapest car on the lot. So I probably won't get them for a few years. womp

womp. The only Bright side is I will have enough time to lose the rest of my weight beforehand.

Thursday everyone I knew didn't have cell service or internet. I was told 12hours later that we had 5 or 6 towers down in our county. It felt like it was time for the apocalypse. The satellite on out Tv acted a little funny throughout the day too. I was worried because I was home alone ALL DAY with two babies so if there would've been a break-in or emergency of any kind there was no way to contact any help. Also the hubs and I rarely carry cash so there was no way to buy anything from any store being as the lines were down and they couldn't accept credit cards or checks. 

Friends came by throughout the day and checked on us or were bored since they didn't have entertainment with their phones. Honestly it was quite refreshing to communicate with people face to face and not already know what they are going to say since we couldn't read "what was on their mind" on their FB status's.  It was also nice because everyone in our household wasn't glued to their phones all day and night.

It was weird but for the most part it was peaceful. 

The bad parts were I couldn't go run because I wouldn't know how far I had gone and I couldn't log what I ate into MFP (my fitness pal) I tried to make good choices but oh well.

This morning I got woken up early and decided to go for a run. I ran 6 miles in this Humid weather and I drank 48oz just on my run so happy I got a camel back! It's crazy to think that I used to wake up early to go to McDonalds for about a 800 calorie breakfast and this morning I woke up early to run 6 miles and burn a little over 800 calories!!!

Happy Friday!