Today I was on week 2 day 2 of C25k and I'm not going to lie it takes every once of my being to make it through it each day. I love it when I'm done and I love to watch my results change but other than that it can kiss my bouncy ass! After a night of drinking with some friends (which doesnt happen very often, other than last week) and eating crap like two slices of stuffed crust pizza and waking up queazy after only a few hours of sleep the last thing I wanted to do was workout!
Although I hate its stinking guts and its scum between my toes (love me some little rascals!) I yearn for it DAILY...yes I just admitted that out loud! I want to be better...I need to be better! I used to compare myself to others but now I compare myself to who I was yesterday and how much better I can be! Crazy how this healthy lifestyle can make you want to change all aspects of your life not just the food and exercise parts.
During my walk/run/jog/almost crawl I got a lot of strange looks. I didn't know what the deal was it hasn't ever happened to me before well during my workouts anyways. But it came to my realization that I talk to myself. Not like a mental patient arguing with them self but I talk myself through my workouts out loud! I would unknowingly say, "You are strong, You can do this because you want it that bad, You are doing great and will conquer all obstacles that get in your way, you are no longer fat, be better than yesterday!" The strangers that were around me thought I was crazy...But I'm not..well maybe a little ;)
Have a great night lovely's
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