She did alright, she didn't follow my instructions as good as I had hoped but it was a first for both of us and it really came down to her just wanting "girl time" and not "gym time". So what can you do.
Today I had my husbands' cousin who is 363pounds and about 6'2(ish) I went as easy as I could on him while trying not to make him pass out or hate/fear the gym. He did awesome and quite frankly impressed me. He hasn't worked out in about 10yrs and didn't fuss or complain like my BF. I won't be able to train with him much with our schedules not matching. But I showed him the ropes and for the most part it's on him to do it.
I did feel bad because he was very insecure to even be there seeing as he was the biggest guy there but I reassured him we were all there for the same reason to better ourselves and eff what anyone else thinks!
I didn't not charge or get anything but pure satisfaction from helping them. But I did love the experience. And the fact that I have helped and motivated at least 1 person.
I got my two hours in at the gym and its only then that I get slight mommy guilt. My 1hr sessions I don't feel it one bit but when I go two hours that's when I feel it but it is rare and it pushes me even harder so I didn't waste that extra hour away.
I don't talk much when I'm at the gym bc I'm there to "Do work" If I wanted to socialize I would go somewhere else.
If I happen to run into someone I know or meet up with someone then that's something different. But it drives me nuts when people hardly do anything and they just hangout. Go home!!
Anyways Im just trying my best to stay positive with everything right now.
Happy Aussie Day!
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| Trying to stay positive about finding a better job... .I cant control it so I'm going to live by this! |
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| This was from my 2hr workout today! |
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| I literally live by this! It really does help! |
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