Monday, January 28, 2013

Random Babbling and Night before my BIRTHDAY!

So I have been in kindof a funk for the past couple weeks with my eating. I have been eating healthy for the most part but I have been eating WAY more than I should each day. In the back of my mind I have been thinking, " Oh today is just a bad day tomorrow will be better, This will be okay I'm just confusing my body with my calorie intake, or the main one which is I wont be able to lose much more by the babys birthday (19more days)so whats the big deal." Which sadly I'm afraid the last one just might come true. :(

With all the sickness going around our town I have been taking extra vitamin C alongside of eating an orange or two a day. Heres to hoping I can get out of being sick as much as possible. I have also made my husband start eating more oranges lately since vitamins are just weird and not needed in his eyes. (pfft)

Seeing as my birthday(tomorrow) is fast approaching its hard for me to not still get as excited as I did as a kid. I believed and still do that each and every birthday should be celebrated like a Holiday. It is a day that means you were blessed with another year why not be happy, thankful, and make the next year better than the last?!? I dont look at it as another year that I have aged. Or as most adults do, just another day. That is not only depressing but is just a sad thought. I know tons of people well I've read about most of them  that dont get to even live to be in their teens or in their 20's so it makes me angry when older people like 60+ years dont celebrate harder than younger people. Religious or not they were given those years and should be thankful. Truthfully though a couple of times I have been kind of depressed at a birthday because society has laid it on us that once you reach a certain number in age that you are "old"or "a cougar" but After my 24th birthday I could care less about the number I care more about how I look and feel which confuses me sometimes because I look (minus the mom belly)and feel better than I did at 20yrs old.

On another note I have however been top knotch as far as my workouts go. I worked out 6days last week and worked out for 2hrs on two of those days. This week I planned to only work out 5 days by taking Sunday off like normal and my birthday but you know as of tonight that changed and I am now planning on waking up bright and early as usual tomorrow and working out first thing! I dont have a plan on how long but just know it won't be shorter than an hour and wont be longer than 2. It just all depends on how I feel in the morning.

Each and every day is a new day to wake up and make the best of it and to work towards achieving greatness no matter what that maybe for each individual.


Goodnight Folks!


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