Strong&Beautiful: Someone that I used to know

When people hear the song "Someone that I used to know" they normally think of an EX lover or friend. When I hear this song I think of who I used to be or what I used to eat or do. When I drive through my town I look at all the fast food restaurants and think of who I was last year and the many years before that. I look at Taco Bell and realize that I used to order a crunchwrap supreme, a couple of doritos locos tacos, and a side of cheesy fiesta potatoes, a side of small nachos, and a large mountain dew and at least 30 packets of mild sauce. Now if I go I order a crunchwrap supreme, or a couple of tacos with nothing to drink.
And the list goes on. It was outrageous how much I used to eat. My poor body and the damage I have done is just disgusting.

And for my clothes,
Then:
This summer I have a couple of job interviews and was so depressed because all I could fit into professionally was ONE outfit. And sadly it was a maternity outfit. I had lost a significant amount of weight this summer but my body changed so much after having a baby that it has taken much longer for my body to adjust.

Now:
See pictures below of my closet the clothes hanging fit and the clothes on the floor are "goal clothes"
I also have a dresser full of clothes as well.

I am extremely thankful that I don't have to buy clothes through this journey or at least won't for a long time! I am a clothes hoarder and have been for most of my life. So I have clothes from all stages/sizes. Also my close friend lost about 30lbs and gave me a ton of her now FAT CLOTHES that I couldn't even try on they were so small on me. Though I'm thankful, it just hit me hard that even though I have lost so much weight I am still at a big size. But as the weeks go by those fat clothes are now fitting, getting loose, or don't fit because they are too big. Small victories keep me going and keep me motivated thats for sure!

Lastly I am so excited because I have only 3 more pounds till I get my next rewards!!!!! (see pics below)