I am a mother first and foremost so quite a few of you understand ALL if not most of the struggles there.
I try to keep my husband happy.
Make sure to get my workouts in and eat healthy while trying to work in some unhealthy ideas for the hubs and get adequate amounts of quality time with my family.
Try to balance all my nutrients I'm getting while being satisfied with my food options.
Trying to remember everything at once!
I have to meal plan and try not to eat the same foods everyday so my body is always guessing so I can ditch the last of my weight.
Remembering to take my vitamins and get in enough water but making sure not to "float my kidneys" which I actually did last week and it took several days to heal from that awful pain.
Making sure to have most (because all is just impossible in my house) of the laundry clean and put away... for the most part the laundry sits on the kitchen table till the weekend when I put it away. I don't do the hubs laundry! He can do his own!
Grocery shopping, doctors appointments, lists coming out of my ass, etc!
Being a woman is hard but being a woman, mother, wife, full time employee, gym rat, health nut, and more gets pretty overwhelming! So yes, I'm thankful for my life and my little family but this mama is ready for a small break this weekend!!
Also I feel like I have lost some of myself in the middle of stress and juggling everything. I look down more than I would like to admit. I apologize when I'm not wrong and very often. Some of my insecurities have crept back up and I am not liking it one bit. When I lost 50lbs in high school I was confident, didn't give a fuck what anyone thought of me, and was ultimately happy! Mind you I had little to no worries back then, my biggest problem was what outfit I was going to wear to school! So things have definitely changed.
Any who, hopefully after Aunt Flow descends back to wherever the hell she came from I'll have some better news.
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