Unfortunately the office life has crept up on my waistline. Just last week there has been 3 cakes, 2 dozen donuts, a couple bowls of chocolate, a big tupperware dish full of homemade cookies, chips and salsa, chocolate covered strawberries and more just at work. I have only indulged in probably 1/4th of that but still it's more than I have been allowing myself. Outside of work I have been drinking a couple beers every other night (due to stress) and got a good buzz at my husbands surprise birthday cookout Saturday night. I hardly drink.. ever but here lately I've been enjoying it more and more.
This weekend was full of food and bad (eating) decisions but we all had fun.
Friday after I got off work I cleaned the house top to bottom knowing I wouldn't be able to any other time during the weekend.
Saturday the family and I went to a March of Dimes event at the park. McDonalds catered the event and they had a bounce house for the kids. It wasn't as big as I was told that it was going to be. The event ended a couple hours after it began when it was suppose to be an all day thing. I wasn't even hungry but couldn't turn down free McDonalds, I had 2 cheeseburgers and 6 chicken nuggets that was well over 780 cals. After that we went and played at 2 parks with our friends and their kids.
While my husband was being distracted with beer by his cousin who was stalling so we could set up the surprise party I was stuffing my face with handfuls of cookies and brownies. You would think after all the fast food I scarfed down I wouldn't eat anymore but I had quite a few beers, birthday cake, a cheeseburger, a hot dog, and a handful of chips. I'm not too happy with myself or the way my clothes are fitting this week.
I have been doing great with not weighing myself... until this morning. I saw the worst number I have seen in a very long time on the scale!
I told my husband and instead of throwing me a pity party he asked me, "so what are you going I do about it?"I told him I have been working my ass off to lose more weight. Then I thought... well I may have been 'working' my ass off at the gym but my eating hasn't been good for the past week. So I guess I had another ah-ha moment and will pay closer attention to my eating from here on out... at least till our anniversary night out on the 24th.
-DUFFSWIFE




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