Thursday, June 20, 2013

I'm tired.

I'm tired of counting calories, waking up early to workout, watching what I eat, not eating out, not drinking pop, limiting my sweets as much as I can(it's my drug right now), say no to late night drinking and shenanigans just to NOT lose any weight.

I'm not saying my "journey" has always been perfect but I make big and small sacrifices everyday and I feel like my weight should be budging. 

I woke up and weighed... I shouldn't have but I did. And it claims that I am up 9 lbs.. NINE MOTHER FUCKING POUNDS!!!! WTF???????

If I sat on my ass doing nothing and eating as much as I want everyday then I would understand but I haven't so I don't!

I get enough sleep at night, I don't bury my face in Ben and Jerry's ice cream like I did when I was fat. I don't eat late at night. So what's the problem?

And I have only lost like 3 inches in the last 3 months so it's not like I'm really losing inches.

I pretty much only drink water, I exercise 5-6 days a week at least an hour a piece.  I know why people quit. It's fucking hard!

Mentally and Physically!

ugh. this sux

signed, 
frustrated fat duffswife
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  1. BrandiHJune 20, 2013 at 7:03 AM

    I am there with you. I broke down last night. I know I need to kick my eating to the next level, I'm just so tired of trying so hard all the time. This feeling will pass...

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    1. DuffswifeJune 20, 2013 at 9:30 AM

      I'm so glad I'm not alone! I do need to be stricter with my sweets. You are right we just have to keep going.. it has to get better! :)

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