I have a few thoughts I want to share with ya'll.
An ice storm started Thursday and is currently still here. I have been off work and stuck in the house since late Wednesday-Monday I have managed to get a ride to and from the gym the last 3 days and stayed for 2 hours each day! I don't plan on doing that everyday but since I had the free time I decided to be productive at the gym.
This is the sorest I have been in a very very long time! While at the gym I did total body workouts.
I have been down on myself for awhile now and even though I looked horrible at the gym Sunday night some random guy left his number in my cubie under my water bottle. I'm happily married and have no need for said number it was a nice ego boost.
Even though I didn't eat that great last week I did eat good Sunday and Monday.
It hurt my feelings when my husband told me this weekend that he noticed why I haven't been losing weight. It kind of caught me off guard but I was in the middle of crying to him about how I feel like a failure and how my mentality isn't where it should be with my weight loss. And he straight up said, "I figured it out." Normally he just listens and lets me vent but this time he said that and then said, "I've decided I'm going to help you." My feelings were a little hurt and I kind of felt attacked. I had flashbacks of my mom telling me I was fat and needed to do something about it. But he was nice about it and opened my eyes to the situation. I do snack on candy more than I should and he said he is going to get rid of any that I bring into the house. I sometimes have a little candy stash that I hide from the kids and my cousin in law who lives with us. I have always had a stash since I was little but that is a problem and I need to stop doing that and thankfully he saw it and said something. We become so blind to our actions sometimes.
I have been doing great on drinking my water and have still been getting my gallon in a day.
Even though I had back-to-back 4 day weekends I haven't been as productive as I should've been. I have successfully gotten my Christmas décor done at the house this weekend and have done a few chores around the house but basically I have just been relaxing with the family for the most part.
anyways, that's all I have for you today.
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