Week away from home.

So this week I am away for work and it's the longest I have EVER been away from the baby and hubs. Before this week the longest I had ever been away from the baby was a night and the hubs was only 3days but that was over 3yrs ago when we started dating so it wasn't that big of a deal then.

To say I'm having a hard time is an understatement. I literally feel like a part of me is dying. I know that sounds a bit dramatic but that's the only way I can describe it.

I was trying to look for the positive in this trip especially seeing as I'm going to have to do it again 2 more times. 

I thought hey I'll finally have time to blog, level up on my candy mania game (which FYI is totally better than candy crush), shop, hangout with friends that are local, read, and workout like a crazy person.

But the only things I have done that were planned is level up on my game and workout like a crazy person.

I don't want to be around anyone. 

I don't want to have fun.

I haven't even really been on the internet except to watch Netflix and that really just so I'll have noise in the hotel room.

I'm sad and can't concentrate to even read because all I can think about is my family.

I tried to go shopping once and only went to 2 stores bought 2 pairs of work pants (boring I know!)only lasted like 20mins and went back to the hotel.

I have, however, worked out 2-3X a day for 2-3hours each day! 

I have eaten great except for lunch the last two days but I'm callin that a win. I could be sitting in my room stuffing my face with cookies and ice cream but I'm not. See what I did there?? I'm trying to see the positive.