New goals vs Old goals

I have looked over my old resolutions and decided to see how far I have come since I refuse to weigh and my clothes are slowly getting more loose.

Read about them here and here

I have done great on all of my resolutions except the #missionhotpants. I have yet to get very close to them fitting but to be honest they are from Rue21 which means the sizes run smaller than normal. So I got a size 9 when they are actually a size 7. I know this for a fact because when I was an XL their XL size wouldn't even come over my boobs! Now I'm a medium and 8/10 in most other stores and in American Eagle Im in a loose 12 but in Rue I'm a L/XL and bought a pair of my first skinny jeans from there that are a 11/12.

Even though I don't have the best body I refuse to hide my body especially on my "fluffy" days weeks. Muffin top and all I will wear the clothes I want. My new motto is if you don't like it you don't have to look at it!

I would like to be able to sit down and my 

stomach not do this! I am not sucking in, I'm sitting down relaxed.

 

Also I went out of my comfort zone by dying my hair a brighter red than I'm used to even though I cant seem to get a very good picture of it. I saw a girl with a unique hair style and have been contemplating doing my hair like that for at least a week now and finally man'd up..errr woman'd up and did it. Even though it's not for everybody I really like it. :)

I get a lot of looks from people, women especially, and you know that look....the look that secretly says she's too big to wear that...or she should buy bigger sizes. I can't be the only one who notices these looks?!?!? But you know what I am going to do "do me". I never really understood that term until recently. I'm going to do what makes me happy and my middle finger will point to the sky to anyone who disagrees with my outfit choices, hair decisions, or my overall way of life. Not to sound like a bitch but that's how I'm taking that catch phrase.

I don't dress inappropriate at all I just don't wear bigger sizes to hide my body like I used to. I now wear clothes that hug my body. Yes, some of them show exactly where my curves are (see above picture). Also I used to buy cardigans to hide my fat but now I buy them to accessorize my outfits.

My new resolutions:

-Flatten my tummy as much as I can.
-My ultimate goal is to wear a size 7 pair of pants.
-when I sit down it doesn't look like it does in the picture above.
-To wear a size small shirt.
-To wear jean shorts next summer and to feel confident in them.
-To have no more "bingo arms" or "bingo wings" I'm almost there.